i didn't sleep at all and spent all night youtubing (..story of my life.)
im pretty convinced that any video mashed with the song "my body is a cage" is a masterpiece.
i'm getting re-obsessed with the music/things i used to be all into. oh mannn, i hope i don't start living in circles!
extremely unproductive days make me rethink almost everything.
1)"how am i supposed to get anything done when i'm here..?!" I DONT KNOW HOW TO GET MYSELF OUT OF THIS RUT! It almost seems impossible.
2) i realized that i'm afraid of large, spacious places. how big? idk. but i don't like extra spaces. unless it's on a website...or ... you know. not afraid..i just don't know what to do to fill in that awkward place. i guess that applies to everything else that has to do with me..haha
ps,
it's funny how the smallest things can make such a huge difference.
