Sunday, May 31, 2009

How strange it is to be anything at all.

are you living, or are you existing?

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Thursday, May 28, 2009

i stole this from someone

I mean really, honestly, is it really amazing? The only things that amaze me are you and The Grand Canyon. Why do people use it so much? What is so fucking amazing about any of this? "OHH MY GOD THIS IS SOOO AMAZING?!" Is that chapstick really that amazing?! I mean, it's alright. Whatever. The Hanging Gardens of Babylon thooose are amazing.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

love always, charlie

So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

I think it was the first time in my life I ever felt like I looked “good.” Do you know what I mean? That nice feeling when you look in the mirror, and your hair’s right for the first time in your life?

I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and doesn’t try to sleep with people even if they could have. I need to know that these people exist.









So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.

Please believe that things are good with me, and even when they’re not, they will be soon enough.

yes,

here i am returning, the same girl who wanted only to belong to herself.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

note:

if you try to fix violence with violence you'll only create more violence.

Monday, May 11, 2009

im stuck in

the EXACT situation everyone warned me not to get myself into.






im trying, im trying, im trying, i cant.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

had lunch with my mom today

forgot how much i love her.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

good morning blogspot.

currently my favorite video to wake up to(:


Tuesday, May 5, 2009