Thursday, May 14, 2009

love always, charlie

So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

I think it was the first time in my life I ever felt like I looked “good.” Do you know what I mean? That nice feeling when you look in the mirror, and your hair’s right for the first time in your life?

I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and doesn’t try to sleep with people even if they could have. I need to know that these people exist.









So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.

Please believe that things are good with me, and even when they’re not, they will be soon enough.